I've always thought about starting up a blog and since I recently lost my job, I've got all this time on my hands. I thought this was the perfect time to begin it. I'm not sure what this is going to turn into. I have many interests and ideas. This is also a way for me to get back into writing. I've missed writing quite a bit and this is my chance to get back into it.
I also like to write in a stream of consciousness so it's probably going to jump around a bit.
This rain is killing me right now. Honestly, I love the sounds of a thunderstorm, but just this nasty rain is getting old. Plus dealing with living in a basement that floods get's tiresome. I feel like I've been sucking up water all day, which in reality, I have. Although, I feel like this weather is matching my mood perfectly. For the past week and a half or so, I've been in a funk. Turning 26, is not all it's cracked up to be. I thought it was bad before I lost my job. Being 26 and working and Jimmy Johns. Definitely not what I thought my life would be after college. But now I'm 26 and unemployed. I got fired from Jimmy Johns. For a crap reason too. I'm really trying to put it behind me. Everyone keeps telling me thing's will get better and I want to believe that, but it's just really kind of hard right now. I don't really have much going for me at the moment. I have a car, that I love, but if I don't find work soon, I wont be able to pay for it. I feel like I don't have the support system I used to have. I spent most of my time working with a high school winter drumline and now that the season is over, I'm not sure what to do with myself. I used to be really close with my family, but now I just kind of feel like an outsider when I'm around them. I don't have kids or a relationship. There's nothing I have in common with them anymore. God, I sound like such a whiner right now. Although, that's what I'm really good at.
I think I'll also try to do some different writing prompts with this blog too. We'll see I guess.
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